how's it been just some 90 days and you'll be able to enter into a medical college I know how much you contemplated before saying it. I know how you always shy away when someone says wow so you'll become a doctor? you'll go to med school! but you never say it confidently, and always shy away from it cause it's a big thing for you and how agreeing to it will make you sound like a fool, but girllll If you don't say it out loud then how will you do it ...
We both know how far we have come in this preparation you can clearly see a huge change in your nature. Remember how you couldn't even sit quietly for an hour to study how you'd always need mumma to manage your schedule syllabus, look now you haven't gotten out of your room for two days. Isn't it a moment for you?
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| 11th Feb 2017 |
Look at this diary note remember how you wrote in 2017 that you'll be buying medical books, and how you'll focus only on your career XD, you didn't even know about Neet. Innocent Sneha didn't even know the spelling of career and still, she had the hope that one day she'd be a doctor that's how much you wanted this profession then what's stopping you now.
90 days that's 3 whole months and it's the same amount of time needed for a whole frikin zygote to grow out limbs and become fully formed then what's makes you think you can't do it too. No, I am not asking you to grow feet!
I want you to believe in yourself and not stop and think if you are doing it right. You started alone in this so stop looking for comfort from random people. We can't let thoughts of- am I even meant for it. Why meee?? Why not me??? hamper our preparation cause no we haven't started this journey just 2 years ago it was always meant for you and only you ....
That's all you need to hear from yourself stop crying and buckle up cause it's the time that's changing everything for you.
Real good.
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