I was alone at home for a whole day cause parents had to go attend a party and I denied going cause I didn't know anybody there and also I have to study and technically students who have exams in less than 6 months shoudn't be out partying. So I stayed at home and Wow like I studied for just 2hrs and guess what I did the whole day. Just overthinking and guilt tripping. Didn't even use my phone as such just laid in my bed blank for the whole day. Then I thought may be I should talk to a friend but then my friend has her med college classes so she's mostly busy and so I had no one to talk to and that made me feel even more crappy.
Idk what's happened to me why do I keep going on a loop in my head. Wasting a full day had me thinking am I even a serious person. I just sometimes hate myself so much. Like why do I do these idiotic things and do self harm. Like do I even love myself. I don't know man. Maybe I should just go back and study cause cribbing does me no good.
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