Unwind : Life lately

HELLO HELLO READERS,

I HAD ALMOST FORGOT THAT I USED TO DO THIS BLOGGING THING. HAHA NAH I WAS JUST A LITTLE OCCUPIED OR I'D SAY I WAS TAKING TIME TO ABSORB MY THOUGHTS.

LIFE UPDATE TIME .... LIFE LATELY HAS BEEN FAST. MONTHS HAVE BEEN PASSING BY WAY TO FAST FOR ME. I HAVE BEEN OCCUPIED BECAUSE EXAM IS NEAR AND ALSO MY ROUTINE AND EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED A LOT FOR THE BETTER I'D SAY.

THE PAST AGONY HAS KINDOF BEEN ERASED AND WITH IT THE TRAUMA AND HURT AND EVERYTHING THAT BOTHERED ME HAS DISAPPEARED. NOW I CAN'T EXPLAIN THIS FEELING BUT YES IT SURLY FEELS A LOT LIGHTER NOW AND IT'S THE BEST FEELING. IT'S LIKE NOTHING BOTHERS ME NOW. I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN DESCRIBE WITH WORDS BUT YAHH IT IS A FEELING WHEN THAT ONE THING THAT WAS THE REASON FOR ALL ISSUES HAS VANISHED. SWOOSH.. I DON'T KNOW HOW BUT IT HAS AND IT'S THE BEST FEELING.

FYI (WELL I SHOULD REALLY MENTION I HAVE GOTTEN MY HANDS INTO LOADS OF SKINCARE. I DON'T KNOW HOW BUT YAH CURRENTLY JUST OBSESSED WITH MY SNAIL MUCIN PRODUCTS....)

WELL I HAVE AGAIN I THINK BROKEN MY SLEEP SCHEDULE BUT CAN'T COMPLAIN EXAMS ARE AHEAD.

ARGHHHH I DON'T KNOW WHAT MORE TO WRITE I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NOTHING TO SHARE AND IF I START SHARING THEN IT'LL BE OVERSHARING AND HONESTLY I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT...

THIS BLOG POST THING WAS STARTED BY ME LAST YEAR AND HAS A LOT OF MY INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS AND ALSO LOADS OF DRAMA BUT I DON'T THINK I'LL EVER BE ABLE TO BRING BACK THAT OLD ESSENCE TO MY BLOGS CAUSE I KNOW I AM NEVER GOING TO PUSH MYSELF AGAIN INTO THAT MENTAL STATE THAT SHIT HOLE EVER IN MY LIFE.

I HADN'T IMAGINED THAT I COULD SUFFER SO MUCH SEEING MY CHILL AND FUN PERSONALITY BUT THEN THER'S THIS THING THAT "YOU EXPERIENCS EVERYTHING FOR THE FIRST TIME" HONESTLY IT'S GOOD ONLY THAT I WENT THROUGH THOSE EMOTIONS AT THAT INTENSITY CAUSE IT HAS PREPARED ME FOR FOREVER IN FUTURE ON HOW TO TAKE CONTROL OF MYSELF AND NOT LET MY EMOTIONS DRIVE ME.

CHOOSING THE RIGHT GROUP OF PEOPLE IS SO NEEDED FOR REAL....

ANYWAYS HAD SOME GOURMET FOOD TODAY AND HATED IT ....THE FOOD PLACE WAS BAD OR THE CUISINE IDK....

OKAHH