I wanna reach a maturity level where I start giving no fucks. I am unbothered about things about everything. A point where nothing matters like only the things that are permanently mine should matter. Not random thing not random people and that's when I will consider that I'll have maturity.
Right now I am just someone who can get offended too easily, get happy too easily, get excited too easily, gets false hopes too easily. This makes me vulnerable and stupid. Idk how I'll get there with some more age maybe when I truely get permanency in life with things like carrier, life choices, people etc.
Nothing can be perfect but it can surely get better than what I am right now and I am not liking it at all. Everything is on repeat it seems.
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