What womenhood feels like?

"How I love being a woman."

It’s a line from Anne of Green Gables, and honestly, I’ve never related more.

Being a woman is something else. It’s not just a feeling—it’s a whole vibe. Something only we get. Something that can’t really be explained, but if you’ve felt it, you know.

The female body? So damn beautiful. I can’t even imagine not having this body. The curves, the way it looks, the way it feels. Life without it? It’d be boring. Straight up boring.

Sometimes there's this weird heat boiling in your lower belly, your feet feel warm yet stretched out and cramped, and then out of nowhere your pelvic muscles contract so hard a tear rolls down your face. Your nose is stuffy, your head aching with migraine,your fingers are tingling and, your breasts are sore, lips cracked,the whole body sweaty and sensitive and there’s this warm blood trickling down your thighs.

That's what being a woman feels like.

Everything, all at once.

The one organ responsible for literally creating life can make you feel like the most powerful person on Earth—and then suddenly like you want to disappear under your blanket and vanish.

The smallest pin prick can fold your whole body in half, and yet this same body can carry a human for 9 months and push it out. Like… push it out. Think about that for a sec.

It’s insane. It’s a superpower. And no, not everyone gets to have it.

Women go through so much. We feel everything with a level of intensity—physically, mentally, emotionally,and still manage to go through our day like nothing’s wrong. But ask us to notice a change in the boyfriend's behaviour? Nah, that's where most of us fail. 

Our hormones can mess with us big time. One second you’re fine, the next second you’re crying over a "not so emotional scene" from a comedy movie. Ovarian and pituitary hormones can legit make you feel like you’re tripping on alcohol. Moods swings, anger, nausea, all at once.

But still,not many people talk about this.

Being a woman is messy and loud.

And I wouldn’t trade it for anything else.

I don’t know how men feel but I don’t think it's anywhere close to this. The men who have women close to them tend to become gentle and sensitive.. that's what female touch is all about it can make the ruggest human soft. 

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wrote this because I was feeling low and I was sad because of the way I felt right now. I don't think I was able to describe the feeling but yah typing all this made me feel better and while typing I realised how I adore biology so much and maybe in future I can be a gynac or a child doc... It'll be fun to be around babies.... can't wait to study anatomy in first yr.. Arghh time is passing by so slow I want this vacation period to be over. I'm done relaxing. I want the hectic back it's fun when I have too much work around and no time to kill.