I've realised you can not completely move on from things. Some or the other memory just lingers by and time to time keeps reminding you of things. Even if you start new things just to forget about past still nothing can be completely covered some of it always peeps out and ichs you.
Mostly when I am not busy and just laying on bed staring at the ceiling random empty thoughts pop up in my head that mostly leave me feeling upset or angry. No matter how much I try it just is an issue linked with being alone.
Leave me alone without my phone and I'll be back to ground 0. Back to the same rugged memory lane.
College should really start now or I'll go mad.
I love people who can just be busy with their required work and then go to sleep without regrets. I go to bed so late that it just ends with regret and starts with regrets.
Clumsiness is at my peak and honestly no one would want to be with me with this degree of low attention span and sleep pattern.
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